ok serious now.
what the fuck is up with me
the exams are tomorrow and i spent my time playing on this website for kids.
i feel like smashing my head right now.
someone do it for me.
here's some update:
i get angry easily now
i don't know why. i keep thinking this is the pressure from being a senior.
the other day i waited for a bus. i waited for an hour.
i waited cause my parents said to take the bus.
they won't pick me up from school.
then i found out that my dad was just playing games on his stupid ipad
mum keeps talking about school.. again
even though i've talked to her
that she's annoying me very much when all she talk about to me is school
and this friend ignores me the whole day cause i cancelled the plan to watch movies together
it's like God is testing me
i just cant bring myself to smile these days