mood:  crushed

music: A Day to Remember - Heartless

Hi I have no school today. It's kind of boring.

Ehh and actually I'm still kind of sad. Because I found out that my sister called me a bitch on her 'private' blog. I feel really disappointed. It's not that easy to forget something like that. When that person you look up to is calling names behind your back. When you thought that person is always kind to you.

I never called you a bitch, just so you know, not even on my most private blog I ever made. No matter how many times we had fought I never talk shit about you on my blog. All I do is talk about how awesome you are, how you helped me, or just my plain boring life. How rude of you.

I might as well tell mum that you secretly told her to fuck off on your blog.

Last night I knew that you deleted your blog. I don't know whether you just changed the link or not, but I'm not gonna find out. Some truths are better kept as secrets. Some truth hurts to know. I learnt my lesson.

*edits

It's almost night, my sister's on her way to EF. She tried to talk to me. But I just ignored her. She said that she's sorry if she had any mistakes. I'm sure she knew what I was angry about. But I think she just doesn't want to admit her mistakes. I ignored her all day. I wonder if it's a bad decision. I can't let her hugging me like that, 'cause my perception of her changed after this incident. Oh yes I'm so cold.