mood: guilty

music: Justice - Genesis

It's Sunday morning! Have nothing important to do which means I'll draw more stuff in my sketch book.

I was looking through my twitter and looked what I tweeted yesterday.

It pretty much went like this. Friend: "Hey have you followed me back? :o"

I replied: "Already did since forever duh :P"

And then a few minutes later my friend made this tweet saying that a person was being so rude and all. That person she was talking about was probably me. 

Yesterday at school I didn't even talk to x (name is unnecessary). Cause whenever I look at her, this line pops in my head "Yeah, shit happens. I mean, look at your face!". Oh and I didn't want my sister hugging me when she'll be leaving for a week. I can't imagine how she feels :<

What's happening to me!? I'm becoming a horrible person. I didn't even say sorry to them. I myself even consider that attitude is terrible. Like a brat. Oh well, guess I was just having a hard day... not.

What's more important is that I have to change this attitude Where do I start first? I don't think I'm gonna start from spending time with my family. We'll end up talking about school. Urgh.

In conclusion, this post is about me struggling about how hard it is to be nice.