This year's mother's day is a total failure. 

I made a surprise for my mum at school during class meeting. I made flowers.

Yeah every year I always give my mum flowers. But it's getting better every year. 

I planned doing the rest at home without her knowing that I'm about to give her a surprise. 

I called my mum and dad to pick me up from school at 11 but then they came at 13. Waited so long. After that we went to the bank and pick up my sister so we got home at 4pm. I was taking a rest since I was going to meet the doctor, and I was really tired. But then I woke up at 6 knowing that meeting up with the doctor was cancelled. So parents asked me and my sis to go to the mall as usual and we went home at 9. I couldn't refuse. So I had no time to finish my flowers. 

But I don't plan on giving my mum the flowers anymore. We kinda have a fight. It's because I don't talk much and I don't smile. What kind of reason is that? It's always about the same thing over and over. It's not really a big deal if I don't talk. I'm just not in the mood to do that and I don't even know what to talk about and she's too busy pampering my sister so much because my sister has a cold. And I am so pissed because my mum's not acting fair. While finding for some clothes I had to walk behind them all the fucking time because they were walking side to side and I got to see my mum and sis get along very well. She was acting like I wasn't even there. I hate it so much.

When my mum asked me what else I wanted to buy I replied rudely (I didn't mean it but I just did). And she was mad. She started scolding me and shit. Said that I'm too emotionless and I look like a dead person. What the flying fuck. And I'm too stubborn to apologize.

It's official, I'm not gonna give her the flowers. She totally ruined my mood. 

Fuck this I'm gonna throw these flowers away.

And I'm not gonna give her any next year 'cause I'm going to boarding school.